Today is a gloomy, dreary, grey Monday. To go along with the weather, I'm feeling a little bit gloomy too (not to mention, grouchy.) Some days, I'm just not in a fantastic mood when I get to work. Sue me.
I'm also a rather emotional person, which is both a good and bad thing. Bad because it leaves me angry, upset, sad and over-analyzing a lot. If you want an all-around happy, positive person, then you should meet my boyfriend. That's one of the reasons we balance each other out so well. Anyway I'm getting off topic - the point of the matter is my emotional instability has left me a long list of "hates" and "dislikes."
Playing off the weather and my mood today, I'm going to write down this list, with hopes of some ounce of emotion-rebound stemming from its release.
- I hate feeling left out.
- I HATE when someone gets mad at me because I'm upset/mad.
- I hate when people get defensive, and won't step back and look at how they're acting.
- I hate when people don't use turn signals.
- I hate bad drivers.
- I hate ignorant people.
- I hate pineapple.
- I hate people that abuse animals.
- I hate people that talk in move theaters.
- I hate that the next generation of kids are so selfish and inconsiderate.
- I HATE inconsiderate people.
- I despise fake people. With everything in me.
- I hate feeling like I'm damaged/crazy.
- I hate being used.
- I hate bananas that are soft and mushy.
- I hate bullies.
- I hate people that push their religious beliefs on others.
- I strongly, strongly dislike liars.
- I strong dislike people that are incapable of saying how they feel.
- I hate traffic jams.
- I can't stand girls that choose their boyfriends over their friends.
- I hate people that can't have mature conversations and talk through their problems without yelling, arguing, being mean, shutting down, etc.
- I hate hypocrites.
- I dislike exes that won't go away, or choose to come back after a long period of time.
- I HATE back-stabbers.
- I hate friends that back-stab. Or people that act like your friends with the intention of back-stabbing you.
- I dislike people that can't keep secrets.
- I hate people that crave attention and do anything to get it.
- I hate my past.
- I hate running late, and in turn, hate people that run late.
- I don't like pencils.
- I hate people that rub their money in other's faces.
- I despise coffee.
- I hate mushrooms.
- I hate gifts that are not thoughtful, or have no thought behind them.
- I despise politics with my whole being.
- I hate people that change themselves to fit in/be friends with someone/date someone.
- I don't like talking on the phone.
- I hate when my favorite team loses.
- I HATE rude people.
- I hate racism.
- I hate when you're looking at something in a store and someone steps right in front of you, or leans over your shoulder, or reaches in front of you.
- I dislike my self-consciousness.
- I hate when people judge you unfairly.
- I hate when girls turn on each other without talking through it first.
- I hate when people blatantly don't invite you somewhere.
- I hate when people criticize you for eating healthy.
- I don't like fake apologies.
- I don't like people that can't apologize.
- I hate people that try and stir up drama.
- I hate when people try and turn others against you for no reason.
- I hate that I love donuts.
- I don't like that my knees hurt or that my shoulder often aches.
- I hate not playing volleyball anymore.
- I hate that I want to say certain things I hate, but aren't.
- I don't like disrespectful people.
- I hate people that don't know simple English - you're, your, too, to, etc.
- I hate campers in COD.
- I hate when people shut down in an argument and can't talk it out.
- I hate how I over-analyze everything.
- I hate how I compare myself to her every waking second.
- I hate how much I worry.
- I don't like grape jelly/jam.
- I don't like how guilty I feel if I don't work out or eat something unhealthy.
- I hate expensive popcorn at the movies.
- I strongly dislike losing friends.
- I don't like creepy guys.
- I hate bad tippers, bad waiters and people that treat waiters terribly.
- I hate arrogant people.
- I hate feeling lonely.
I think that's a pretty good start. And I think I'm even feeling a little bit better. Gloomy days just tend to bring a lot of issues to the surface for me, and a lot of times, I just don't know how to handle it. Telling your friend about something that happened in the past brings it out and stirs up terrible, hard-to-handle feelings. Having certain feelings, not talking about them and then when you do, people not listening/understanding, don't make them any easier to handle. I don't know. Today is just such a blah day.
BLAH.
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